Heartfelt Expansion
Heartfelt Expansion`is an oil on canvas; 30.5 x 40.5, Framed $445
This particular piece, ‘Heartfelt Expansion’ came swiftly after Glitter in the Muck; I was really drawn to bring out the yellows and reds, which for me represent heartfelt joy. I was feeling joyful about the idea that I am finally allowing myself to wholeheartedly pursue being an artist - over and above anything else that I call myself. It almost feels surreal and makes my heart overflow with joy (& a touch sad all at once that it’s taken me some 25 since studying Fine Art at University to allow myself to follow this calling).
The walls of my homes are full of (too many) of my paintings. Aside from the odd post on Facebook or Instagram, I haven’t gone out of my way to share my art with others. More than anything this had to do with my lack of belief in myself.
I look at other artists who are working full time in this space and I’ve come to realise that painting (& drawing) bring me great joy. And what is more important than feeling joyful? When I feel and experience joy, my family, friends, acquaintances and strangers all benefit from that. Surely that is reason enough for living - to help bring more joy to others?
I’m grateful to the friends and acquaintances who have purchased my art - or come into my home and asked if I exhibit in galleries or sell my art anywhere? I’m grateful that having heard this enough times, the penny has finally dropped that this is where my heart lies and that it’s not only good - but it’s right - for me to follow my heart.
Of course my art isn’t going to resonate with everyone - just in the same way nothing anyone does resonates with everyone. But by living joyfully through my art, I know there will be some people that do resonate with it. Therefore to be true to myself and to allow my joy to unfold, it almost feels like an imperative now for me to share my art, if nothing more than to not be constrained by the space on my walls. 🤪😝
Here’s the music I was listening to while working on this piece.